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Archive for June, 2009

tacho’s house

Tacho had a garden with all sorts of vegetables. There was green chili and tomatoes and carrots i think – it is hard to remember now, that was so many years ago. It was a large garden and I remember he would send mom home with bags of green chili and tomatoes. I wish that I could remember what else he grew there because if I could I would do my damnedest to emulate that garden of his in some yard here. There were nut and fruit trees as well and bags of apricots and pecans. I remember my aunt teaching me how to open walnuts and how to crack pecans in our hands. There was green grass everywhere and trees that dropped their leaves to blanket the ground in the fall and a creek that ran past the front yard. I loved those yards especially in the summer months when I would wake up in the front room in the cool morning air and hear the water bubbling by and the birds singing in the tall strange desert trees.

turning

these wheels are turning turning turning…
I am busy thinking about carpet and bare feet and toy boxes and small tables and empty spaces and the back yard where I will learn to master the grass and the cactus garden and much much more. I am nervous to hear a yes and afraid to hear a no…
oh, what will it be? what will it be?

a moment

there are moments
long moments when i am overwhelmed
tired and lost
the babies are screaming and i am lost and alone suddenly in a storm of wails and tears

take a deep breath
walk away for a moment
count to ten if you must
this is what i tell myself

calm down
and deal
this is harder than i thought it could be
maybe a shower will help

peace out

Minimal

Have come to terms with something
The list of good deeds has burned up in the heat of the sun
Am left with ashes and scars and only Him
Bare feet and brown eyes and hair blowing in the wind
Blue skies and clouds and dust
Nothing but what is real
The minimal
it’s enough

i love my husband.

 (written Feb 07, is nice to recall…)

he encourages me to have my day off
when the lists are biting at my ankles
and the cat needs to be put out
and the wind is getting in through crack and old window pane
and there is dust and dried leaf everywhere

but he brings me my coffee on Saturday
and lets me stay in bed
and then he does the dishes and warms the house as best he can
he sweet talks his wife while holding softly her hand
he plays some nice music and eats a bowl of oatmeal

when he leaves the house for work
he makes me promise to rest
no need to get it all done he says
tomorrow is another day
but today is Saturday

needless to say, i love my husband.

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