Sally’s Friend
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i plan
i plan for sand between toes and fingers
i plan for tiny bits of earth between the foot and rubber sole
i plan for squinted eyes and reddened skin
for wind blown hair
for dry skin on the cheeks
for smiles and water and laughs for weeks
for tears and weight and wrinkled skin
i plan for a desert garden
for wild grass and flowers and trees
i plan for the umbrella beneath sun and rain
for sun baked tea and mint leaves
i plan for tiny feet bare and running
for fruit and nuts and happy times
i plan for tiny smiles
for lots of fun
tacho’s house
Tacho had a garden with all sorts of vegetables. There was green chili and tomatoes and carrots i think – it is hard to remember now, that was so many years ago. It was a large garden and I remember he would send mom home with bags of green chili and tomatoes. I wish that I could remember what else he grew there because if I could I would do my damnedest to emulate that garden of his in some yard here. There were nut and fruit trees as well and bags of apricots and pecans. I remember my aunt teaching me how to open walnuts and how to crack pecans in our hands. There was green grass everywhere and trees that dropped their leaves to blanket the ground in the fall and a creek that ran past the front yard. I loved those yards especially in the summer months when I would wake up in the front room in the cool morning air and hear the water bubbling by and the birds singing in the tall strange desert trees.
turning
these wheels are turning turning turning…
I am busy thinking about carpet and bare feet and toy boxes and small tables and empty spaces and the back yard where I will learn to master the grass and the cactus garden and much much more. I am nervous to hear a yes and afraid to hear a no…
oh, what will it be? what will it be?
a moment
there are moments
long moments when i am overwhelmed
tired and lost
the babies are screaming and i am lost and alone suddenly in a storm of wails and tears
take a deep breath
walk away for a moment
count to ten if you must
this is what i tell myself
calm down
and deal
this is harder than i thought it could be
maybe a shower will help
peace out
Minimal
Have come to terms with something
The list of good deeds has burned up in the heat of the sun
Am left with ashes and scars and only Him
Bare feet and brown eyes and hair blowing in the wind
Blue skies and clouds and dust
Nothing but what is real
The minimal
it’s enough





